things that bug me

So I have some things that have been bothering me.  A lot.  To the point that I sat on my step daughter’s bed this morning and cried because I was so angry/overwhelmed.

Wanna know what they are? Sure ya do…

1. Having to work full time, and then come home and do EVERYTHING because DH’s job is “harder” than mine… oh, and be pregnant so I’m sick & tired all the time.  Guess what? I want to relax after work too! (of course, this one will get better in a couple weeks once I’m done work..but it would be nice to have HELP sometimes….)

2. Having people say that they are going to do something and then not even bother.  I mean… COME ON.  It is so fantastically rude to commit to do something… one small tiny thing… and then just bail.  And the excuse? None.  Just didn’t get around to doing it.

3. Booking my van in to get fixed every day for 3 weeks at the shop I work with… and EVERY DAY not having anything done.  I am beyond angry with this one.

4. Not having friends.  I have one friend…who is abused by her boyfriend now and isn’t “allowed” to see me.  But does she leave? noooo. of course not.  Even though her parents said that her and her 2 kids can stay with them.  Oh… and DH’s friends we used to hang out with?  Doesn’t happen anymore because he likes to sit in the corner and play computer games.

5. Trying to do nice things for people when they obviously don’t even care.  Fine.  I’m going to be mean and nasty the rest of this pregnancy, because no one seems to appreciate the hard work I put in to doing nice things for them…when I could just say “fuck it” and not do it at all.

Bah.  So basically… pregnant me hates people.  The End.